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You were smoke I needed oxygen Getting High off your love Left me with brain damage It wasn’t worth the pain It wasn’t worth the shame I wish I would’ve never started Or quit after the first taste Addicting as it was It never was enough It left me empty Never full of love Quitting Why…
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When I met you My world disappeared I swam in your ocean Full of my tears Trying to stay afloat In the currents of the sea Learning its patterns Learning how to breathe I forgot I once was alone I forgot I could walk I’d been swimming so long The water tasted salty It burned…
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Apple loon Apple loon You really are just a loon Driving me crazy With all your push and pull Making me hate myself Making me look like a fool Apple loon Apple loon Why do me this way? Making me beg for you day after day I want to be happy I want to be…
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I used to have love I used to have youth I used to have happiness I used to have you I have grief I have shame I have age I have hate I will forgive I will thrive I will move on I will not die Because with age comes wisdom And with wisdom comes…
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Muttering under your breath Making my emptiness fill with grief It’s like looking at a statue Of the person I used to love Only coldness remains Touching you rarely happens And if it does it’s not the same I wish I could warm you back to life Melt the wax and make you light But…
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You’re the one I could never give up You’re the one I always chose Over everyone Including me Self-abandoning When I lose you It’s always tough Makes me crack open Like a hard hollow nut My identity my soul All empty all alone I learned my lesson Your love is not true It changes like…
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You made some to me I made some to you I meant my vows You didn’t, did you I thought choosing you was noble I thought our love was true Turns out it was only me loving you I don’t want this end I wanted us to last But your selfishness Has grown too crass…
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Never choose a runner if you want them to stay Or you’ll be begging on your knees For the rest of your days Dismissive Avoidants That’s the name of their game Always leave never stay Keeping you on your feet Waiting for your chase
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Partnership It takes two Why am I alone holding onto you Maybe I should let go Maybe you should leave But I always find myself Holding tighter to the leash But you’re not an animal And I’m not your keeper So I think I will release you Go be wild and free But don’t think…
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I remember the hurtful things You have said to me They stick in my brain Like chewed gum under a table Not seen on the surface But felt underneath Disgustingly left by someone Expectant of another to clean. It’s someone else’s problem So they don’t care Like words you spit out Which are too nasty…
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