Your words
Cut my soul
How did you
End up so cold?
You once were my sun
Now you’re the snow
Freezing me slowly
Looking so lovely
Making me miss my home
Where it’s warm
But I always return
To your icy storm
Until it consumes me
And I burn
Frostbite, Icicles on my chin
From crying over you
Again and again
When will I learn my lesson
That your love
Isn’t somewhere I can rest
Winter wonderland
Only lasts a season
Why do I always forget?
What does it mean?
That you’ll stay forever
And never leave?
Always love me?
Never cheat?
Together just us
For eternity?
Always thought I wasn’t enough
A belief bought with no love
I’m not perfect
But neither were you
I’m tired of being the villain
For us two
You always said I wasn’t worth it
Made me beg to deserve it
But I’m tired of being on my knees
For anyone who’s not a Deity
Some people think it’s abusive
But others find it conducive
For healing
Solitude
Its meaning has two
Positive or negative?
You choose
Just because others say
Doesn’t it make it okay
So keep your opinions at bay
No one cares for them anyways
really aren’t that bad
Just because they hide
In their shell sometimes
The world is scary
They need time to unwind
Don’t Insult them
For being their own kind
You think they’re weak
For the shelter they seek
But maybe they see
A predator looking to eat
No one understands
No one seems to care
But they all have opinions
Too harsh for me to bear
Can’t sleep
Insomnia
That’s me
Insomniac
Wishing I could dream
But stuck staring at a screen
Darkness all around me
Listening to nothing
My minds racing
Thinking of a million things
Like what tomorrow might bring
Or what I regret saying
Lying restlessly
Insomniac
That’s me
Insomnia
Can’t sleep
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